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Benjamin was looking out the window of a big
building in the center of St. Louis. He was on time for the beer
producers’ convention. Like every year he felt himself out of place.
He would never want to go down to the big hall to meet the directors
and discuss the latest production techniques or sales lines. This
was never the life he felt for himself. After twenty years of work
in that field he had always felt a precarious—a sort of intruder.
He was leaning against the window, trying to
get a full account of his life. It had happened many other times
while he kept his promise to Haseya many years ago. He had met many
characters helping them recover from the disease.
The pain of those terrible projections passed
before him without hurting him more. But now he felt tired and
afflicted to see the sick heal and, happily, flee with their freedom
in their arms, leaving the place to others with the same problems.
They would heal and then disappear without leaving a trace.
None of them had ever returned to show any
form of gratitude. Why else would they do that? He was only a little
man with a life far less interesting than theirs. He should have
been grateful and proud for having had such an honor.
Since Haseya broke his heart, he hasn’t had
any other attachments. He had so many opportunities but the
desire—the wish to start loving again, that was lost forever up
there along with the flood.
He knew he’d never been alone on the long
road. Someone stood by in fear he might make some mistakes. But
there were few corrections. He had done very well. They should have
been pleased to see the people entrusted to him, one by one,
returning home.
***
Someone knocked on his door warning him of the beginning of the
event. He closed the window, put on his jacket, the one worn only
during such events and came down to the great hall. As always, it
was decorated for the party. People ran from side to side. There
were new faces, excited at least as much as their enthusiasm. Others
showed calmness as their advanced age. Many others were no longer
there. Their faces remained imprinted in bright brochures with the
task of narrating the long history of the event.
After sitting at the table reserved for the
elderly participants, he found in his hand a glass of sparkling
wine. As always, he could not understand why sparkling wine was
offered at a beer party.
New Legend - Incipit
Touch of Happiness
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