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It was a bright, warm morning after a long,
icy winter. Looking out the window like every morning, Pawny
examined across the wall, the empty streets and a military vehicle
in slow transit like a watchdog on alert for any possible change.
The sun was stubbornly creeping into the
spaces between two buildings trying to convince the dense blanket of
haze lying on the ground to dissolve.
There was nothing different, much less
dangerous, to attract her attention. The days from her balcony were
all the same despite the profound contrast between the frenzy of
West Berlin and the apparent calm of the other side of the wall.
The girl sighed long before closing the
window and sitting at the table where breakfast was already set. The
radio was broadcasting songs from overseas with cheerful advertising
inserts to entice her to tune in each time when she felt a feeling
of sadness.
Living in an apartment on top of a building,
facing a wall dividing two diametrically opposed worlds, was not a
difficult decision to accept. Hans, her boss had convinced her that,
despite her anonymity, it was a very important mission and he would
not have entrusted it to her if she had not been able to fulfill it.
When she arrived in Berlin, a frontier city
in that one thousand and nineteen hundred sixties, she had felt she
had finally become a true agent with an important task. Only later,
she realized the truth: there was no vital mission being confined
alone in a room to check and register on a tape recorder, in the
form of a huge mouse with big ears, those stupid and irrelevant
images of the wall and surroundings.
She should have interpreted differently the
smiles and nods of agreement of her bosses during the assignment of
the task to her reserved. It had not been a mission but an
unpleasant way to get rid of her uncomfortable presence. Pawny, the
name chosen for her, was adequate to represent her little influence
role: the last, uncomfortable, the least decisive in the great game
of chess.
Pawny - Incipit
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